I see an army of demons around me
They tell me that I can’t escape my past
They say they’ll always be haunting me
Drowning further in a sea of selfishness
I can’t accept the things I cannot change
So I hang my head in shame
I tried and I tried and I tried
To be a better man
But you were singing songs with words that I can’t understand
I tried and I tried and I tried to look into your eyes
But you looked back at me like I wore a disguise
And I’ve been breaking down these walls
As I was building you a home
And I’ve been listening to words you use
To use them in a poem for you
Do you know the feeling?
That sinking feeling in your gut
When nothing you ever do is ever fucking good enough
Have you felt the feeling?
The feeling of being a ghost
Roaming through this home
Invisible, neglected, and alone
While they all lusted for your body
I fell in love with your mind
But when I needed your affection
You didn’t have the time
Exister, I was only an exister.
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